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| See! I look like a nightmare! My eyes tell the story of not eating right for my body and not doing my yoga thing. yikes! |
I have signed up for 8 hours + of yoga for this week. Why? Because it scares the crap out of me.
I have been very agoraphobiaish (my own word, obviously) ever sine January 3rd. I had gone to the Prana grand opening of their new space. I had a great time. Later that evening, around 11pm, I became deathly ill. I puked every bit of my internal organs out and those of anyone near me. Then, I began to shit. I shit and puked until the cows came home. Then I shivered and ached for a week. Then I just felt nauseous for about a week. I finally felt better last week.
I am one crazy bastard. Or bitch. I guess bitch is more correct. I have allowed myself to get all agora (my abbreviation of my struggle) and not go to yoga since January 3rd! CRAZY!!!!
I feel like shit. I look like shit. I have been eating like shit. I'm a shit.
So, I am going back. Tomorrow night is Dani's heated Vinyasa class. I will be there. Will I survive? I will keep you posted.
I have to fight my fears. I have to take the steps to my recovery from agora and fatassness. I know I have to do it. For me. If I really love me, damn it! I guess I love you, bitch. (I am talking to myself. I do that allll the time. normal? who cares!)
I also have to manifest the cash for 2 upcoming workshops at Prana. In February, Diane Booth Gillam-Yogastrology, is coming to Prana. I must be there. I am the angel who hooked Prana and Diane up! : ) ALSO, my newest teacher, David Romanelli, is coming to Prana in March !!! Damn! I need to manifest lots of cash asap!
Please send me abundance in cash vibes !
I will let you all know if I survive this week You know, I will. : )
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| Ganesh will help me kick down the walls of my fat ass and lazy ways! Namaste |
Peace Love Joy
Namaste xo
